Listen to him, beloved, he is still alive because he knows how to think, how to fight.
[ add to the list of things unsaid: losing you would hurt me.
but it is a long list, and at alistair's name he stops working through it. the familiar pang for those he's lost hits him, and he thinks of beleth, and the quiet little hope of love and romance she'd held in her heart, and how that is gone along with so much else.
he does not forgive all the ill she's caused, but it's another thing that went poorly for her, and it did not help. ]
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[ add to the list of things unsaid: losing you would hurt me.
but it is a long list, and at alistair's name he stops working through it. the familiar pang for those he's lost hits him, and he thinks of beleth, and the quiet little hope of love and romance she'd held in her heart, and how that is gone along with so much else.
he does not forgive all the ill she's caused, but it's another thing that went poorly for her, and it did not help. ]