I've... thought about that.

Terrible, isn't it. When it happened, my first instinct was to go drown my sorrows in as many taverns as I could. I know Nerva wasn't ... that popular with many of my fellow mages, but she loved me. I loved her.

And yet, here I am. In arguably one of the worst taverns in Thedas, feeling sorry for myself instead of finding that bastard.