She can see it, feel it through their connection, and he's Ben in her mind again, and she struggles with that. She knows she should turn and walk away again, because this is how things end with them. She was foolish to think that being here might change things.

Fighting past the lump in her throat she shakes her head.

"I can't live like that. I found people I care about-- who care about me. I thought you could be a part of that but..." she sighs, shaking her head in frustration and rubbing at her eyes, brushing the tears away before they have a chance to fall. "You pushed me away. You chose power, and went down a path you know deep down I can't follow. I don't have it in me."