[It would be kind fucking hypocritical to argue, so Ellie doesn't. Because sometimes things just suck so bad you can't do anything but hurt and wish you weren't breathing, and get through it until it passes like a storm.
Sometimes it sticks around for a while, though, and she gets the feeling this will, even if the crying will calm.]
... I dunno.
[It's a fucked up thing to admit, but. She has to. Ellie breathes out, weighing her words.]
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Sometimes it sticks around for a while, though, and she gets the feeling this will, even if the crying will calm.]
... I dunno.
[It's a fucked up thing to admit, but. She has to. Ellie breathes out, weighing her words.]
I did. And it didn't change much.